Sunday, October 27, 2013

Post Surgery Mindset


Perhaps the most crucial part of an athlete's injury rehabilitation process is the first few weeks following the injury or surgery.  How the athlete acts and what their mindset is like during this critical period is so important because it sets the tone for the entire rehab process.    I am now nearing 3 weeks post surgery to repair the laberal tear in my hip.  These past few weeks have been tough, trying to adopt a new normal and adapt to a new way of doing things.  Being confined to crutches for 6 weeks as well as not being able to bend my hip past 90 degrees during this entire time period has been rough.  The first few days after surgery I was in so much pain that I couldn't fathom the idea of being able to life my leg up or do much of anything.  However, as the days progressed, my pain decreased, and my mobility increased, I felt a little bit more in control of the situation.
I was sent to a physical therapist the day after surgery and immediately began the rehab process.  I was definitely scared and nervous to start doing physical therapy when it had barely been 24 hours since I had the surgery.  With every exercise and movement I was hesitant, but I trusted my physical therapist and was assured that although it was going to be tough I was going to start getting better.  Two days later I went back to physical therapy with the new mindset that I was going to make greater strides in my recovery each day that I went to physical therapy.  I was also given a home program of exercises to be doing on my own.  I was so excited to get this because I knew that my ability to get healthier quicker was in my own hands.  It was my responsibility to do what I could to help with the healing and rehab process.  
I truly believe that the way that an athlete acts in the initial stage of rehab is indicative of how well and how quickly they recover from their injury.  It is so easy to just throw in the towel and think that I just had surgery so I'm not going to be able to do anything for a long time anyways.  The truth is you can always do something to get better.  The smallest things can make the biggest difference even though it may not always be apparent at first glimpse.  
The initial part of my post surgery rehab process may seem really boring and not seem like much fun at all.  However, I look forward to going to physical therapy and the time in my day when I get to do my home exercises.  The way I look at it is, I could be sitting around doing nothing and feeling sorry for myself because I can't play soccer with my teammates or I could do something about it to change the circumstances that I am facing.  If I want to get back out on the field I need to look at physical therapy as my practice session.  Every exercise I do no matter how minor is going to have a major impact on my recovery.  Knowing that I am working to make myself healthier and stronger than before motivates me to get after it every time I go into therapy and makes me eager to push myself in order to see progress.  So just remember to set the tone from the start.  Attack the rehab process and seek to see improvements each and every day.  Take control of your health and be the reason you are successful.


Sunday, October 6, 2013

Thoughts Before Surgery

            The night before surgery is one of the toughest times to deal with in the whole injury rehab process.  There are so many thoughts that run through an athlete’s head.  Personally, I can’t help but think of all the possible scenarios that could play out both good and bad, but mostly bad.  This is the time where it is hardest to stay positive.  Anxiety is running high as the hours tick away and the fact that I am going to be getting surgery is really starting to hit me and become a reality.  The fear of surgery is one of the biggest reasons why athletes struggle with their injuries.  It is hard to see the positive outcomes that could come from surgery when we know that we are going to have to go through a great deal of pain and a grueling road of recovery in order to see the ultimate end goal surface. 
            Surgery is bittersweet.  Athletes know that surgery is usually one of their only options in order to recover from their injury and get back to being healthy.  At the same time, it is a really tough process to get through in order to get back to playing their sport.  All the build up to my surgery has been exhausting.  Knowing that I was going to have surgery 3 weeks before my actually surgery date was a plus and a negative.  On the bright side I was able to mentally prepare myself and accept the fact that I was going to be having surgery and that surgery would be my ticket back to soccer.  However, it was tough over those 3 weeks to sit on the sideline watching my team practice and play knowing that everyday I waited until my surgery date was another day that I lost playing with my team.  Each day that passed was another day that my recovery was deferred.  To some extent this waiting just made me wish I could’ve had it right away and gotten it over with.  I also would have been able to avoid the sleepless nights that accompanied the build up to surgery.  
            Watching my teammates play today, once again, reminded me why I am going through the surgery and why I so desperately want to get better.  I want to do it for them.  Even when I have those days where I doubt whether surgery will really help me heal or if I will ever be able to play soccer again, I tell myself to go for it.  I couldn’t live with the fact that I refused to try every possible option and gave up the fight.  I will not let my body determine when I walk away from the game I love.  I know I can get through this surgery and this rehab process because my teammates are my motivation.  Seeing them suit up for practice each day will inspire me to push a little harder in rehab in order to get back to playing by their side.  Seeing my teammates struggle with the frustrations that come with a Division I sport makes me eager to get back out on the field with them and help them get through it.  As I get ready for bed tonight with all the nervous thoughts turning around in my head, I can rest assured that I am making the right decision because I couldn’t imagine my life without soccer and without my team.